Yes I know it has been so long since I last updated my blog. Obviously. Im just like, super busy nowadays and.. Im sorry about that. Wait, why am I being sorry? It's not like there are people who actually read my blog consistently. You know, it somehow feels awkward for me to write on my blog after not updating it for so long. Its like, what kind of things do I always write here? Yeh its a little bit awkward. So I have to read my previous posts all over again.. That's stupid, I agree. But whatever, proceeding.
Clearly all the form five students have finished their examination of the year, I forgot what its called. And as all of you already know that Im a form five student. Thats right. Im 17 years old. Whoa, still so young. And dumb. Thats not the point. Point is, Im free from examinations. For now. And I thought the days when the I-forgot-what-its-called examination comes to its end would be awesome and exciting everyday but instead, the days are like.. I dont know. Like something is missing. Like its not what I want. Didn't turn out like Ive planned. Except for hanging out with my friends everyday, going to places that Ive always wanted to go in KL and meeting new people. Just, socialize.. everyday.
Yes its fun for a while, I admit. I had loads of fun with friends but.. its, like I said, just for a while. I honestly dont know what's missing. Why do I feel.. hate to say write this in public but, why do I still feel lonely? Haha well, lets not get emotional now. So people have been texting me questions like:
What are you doing now? (as in after the exam)
Just hanging out. Stay clean from drugs. Controlling myself to not do anything stupid.
Do you have a job?
Actually I have applied to Party World in Mont Kiara. Their boss is out of town so they'll get back to me when he's here.
How are things?
Things are really good! *of course I lied*
Okay, how are things between you and your girlfriend?
Like I said, really good.
Hey. Wanna hang out sometime?
Sure. Just call me whenever.
Funny thing is, people who asked me out, never called. Well if you need me, Im always here. Despite the fact that some of you guys have never been here for me. But... lets not get dramatic now. Anyway, Im actually in a hurry now.. So, peace-out suckers!
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